Temptations & Ambitions

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You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

and mind you, I'm still a male. Was so so tired after a whole day out of house. Went for OSPE in the morning, and came back home around 1am. Overall, it's quite enjoyable. Now I know why Wai Sun would like to go there window shopping, but I still can't stand it if I go there everyday, because there's no arcade there. -.-" By the way, the girls were supposed to surprise Jean Jean with the Mocha cake they bought for her be-earlierd birthday, and even make Alex to come down. Haha.. Bet Jean Jean might have doze off waiting for the 'surprise'. I didn't join them because I don't want to get demerit for coming back late at the hostel at 12.30am. You think? Just kidding. I don't even have enough merit points to be deducted. It needs at least the sum of merit points of 10 people like me to have at least a chance to fight for a place in KT1. That's why I compete for another merit, to stay at home. Keke.. Just don't want to reach home too late.

By the way, since the exam is totally over, here's the review of the exams I'd taken.

Monday, 27th Nov '06: Cellular Biomolecules (9-11am)
A paper with moderate difficulty. That is my impression. I might not know how to do all, but at least I know what the question wants. The only obstacle is the time factor, with 45 objectives (One best answer and Extended matching items) plus 3 essays to be done in 2 hours. Good for me, because I crap without thinking, so I barely finish in time.

Tuesday, 28th Nov '06: Body Tissue (9-11am) and Personal and Professional Development (2.30-3.30pm)
The body tissue really kill me, although the objectives were moderate, the essay questions were ambigious, there goes my crapping again. Some questions are too wide and less marks, so we do not now how much to write. -.-" In the end, I barely finish on time too.
PPD was the easiest paper I've ever seen. We finish everything in half an hour, although I sat there for another half. Straightforward questions, either you know or do not know, or just use your common sense.

Wednesday, 29th Nov 'o6: Membrane and Receptors(9-11am)
This is one of the most challenging paper so far. To me, it's quite tricky, and I was having a 'great' time over the questions and essays. But, everything is still manageable and answerable, although whether it is right or wrong is another issue.

Thursday, 30th Nov '06: Human Genetics (9-11am) and Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia (2.30-3.45pm)
Genetics is my favourite subject, and the one staying the freshest in my mind. Should have no problem if I didn't do any careless mistakes in the objectives. The essay questions were from past year, although I didn't really prepare for it, unless you mean flipping through the pages is. The 'best' thing I got was sitting beside Jean Jean. I was laughing at Jo Ee because he said he felt pressured by Jean Jean, Stella and Soon Hooi for the first 2 papers as they were clustered together, and I got a 'feel' of one of it in the end. -.-"
TITAS was even better, after reading so much, it's still down to the guessing game. So many Betul and salah to darken the circles. 60 questions, 5 choices each from A-E, and we have to andwer betul or salah for each choice. That makes 300! If you're correct, add 1 mark, wrong, minus 1 mark. Don't answer and it's neutral. After 45 minutes, the answer sheet is full of dark circles. It's just like a Southern blotting of RFLPs. -.-" Since Dekan came out of the hall already, the ketua jabatan including me went out as well.

5th Nov '06: OSPE (Lab practical)
One of the worst day of my life. After so much hardwork (a few days) looking at the slides and Histology book, I still couldn't figure out was was the thing they were asking me on the slide. The magnification was different from what I'd expected, cause it's too small and hard to see. We used to focus more, and this is such al et down. Could only identify about 2-3 slides out of 10, and the rest are pure crap. Just hope to score points on the characteristics. They could even ask things that we didn't know that we had to learn! That's fine for me for module papers, but histo? If you are able to memorise eveything, you might as well transfer to the 3rd year next sem. Biomolecules wasn't really hard, just that I didn't focus on the principles, hence crap, crap and crap. The best thing, I think I did badly for my PPD and Clinical Skill. I didn't do what the rest did. I didn't ask the 'girl' in PPD OSPE what was her ambition. And I didn't even offer a seat to the 'patient' in CS. How would I know actually, because that is not my place and I'm not sure whether to offer a seat or not? After gruelling questions in OPSe slides and the rest, was quite blur already. Going to get an egg for both. Haiz.. Really really sad. Wonder how could I overcome this. It really knock ot my confidence. For the first time, I really really had the feeling of LOSING! The heart just doesn't feel nice, aching every now and then Perhaps this is the best 'kick' I had in the course so far. The first I had. The first kiss of death after a long time when I couldn't even remember my last one before this. perhaps this is a good lesson for me. Maybe it's time to really work hard.

So Sick

thanks to my roomate, I'm becoming a night ghost. Trying to 'fix' my internal biological clock, but I saw the blog counter reaching 600 views. Hooray! First, I would like to thank myself for continuouslt viewing my own blog, because I think the 400 belongs to me. n_n" My own blog is the gateway to other people's blog. Next, to all my phantom readers, who never introduce yourself or leave any comments. Whatever, this is just a personal blog cum diary. Thanks for your support. Gosh, I'm too crazy, so sick.


onto bed. Before this, allow me to change the lyrics of a nice song to suit my mood now. From Ne-Yo - So Sick:


And I'm so sick of studies
So tired of tears
So done with wishing I won't be here
Said I'm so sick of studies so stress and slow
So why can't I throw off all the books?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked Nov 27th
Because soon there's no more you
There's no more exam
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And my memory
And how every fact reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of studies
So tired of tears
So done with wishing I won't be here
Said I'm so sick of studies so stress and slow
So why can't I throw off all the books?

*Note: Just a prank. Don't take it too seriously n_n"

I guess I'm just way too bored.. Took so many trivial tests and post it up..zzzz....

You Are 37% Impulsive

You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.

You Are 45% Passionate, 55% Compassionate

You possess an ideal balance of passion and compassion. You definitely can get swept away and lose your head a little. But you're rarely a fool for love!

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

You Are 80% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

You Are 84% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman. You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

You've Experienced 40% of Life

You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go.

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: High Influence R&B: High Influence 80's Rock: Low Influence 90's R&B: Low Influence Hip Hop: Low Influence

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

KEYS TO MY HEART n_n"

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Tamadun Islam

read TITAS for the coming exam, which we were supposed to study for the whole semester. All of us, I believe, will be attempting the suicide last minute attempt. But of course, we have network in Bangi UKM who had taken the paper. They were kind enough to give the tips, but in the end we still had to read everything, not much difference. -.-"
Not bad, considering that I've tried my best in a way. Of course many people will have the question mark on their face when I got my B. Many others got A, A-, and B+. Hehe.. Only God and me knows the exact answer. Even if I write it here, no one would understand how my brain functions. 1+1 does not always equals to 2. Will try hard again for Genetics, but of course, the aim is definitely not A anyway. Hehe.. Got to revise my previous modules, otherwise pass also cannot. Haha..
experiment. After that, we were exposed to those expensive equipments. DNA sequencer worth around RM800,000 and there's two there. (I'm not sure whether if it's really worth that much or half the money went 'missing') And there's the 'beam-me-up equipment (I forgot the name of it) that can select the area of tissue for inspection for cancer mutation and the lasers will cut through that area and shoot it up to a special platform, or that's what I heard. That cost RM1 million too. And the RNA analyser which could also analyse DNA as well, worth a few million bucks. Man, I can live happily with that amount of money. Wahaha...
the novel written by Adibah Amin, titled "This end of the rainbow". Guess it will be a good book, so I'm looking forward it to replenish my soul. God bless the flirt king.