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The Spinning Fantasy
Of lately, I've come across this optical illusion online, of
a dancer spinning clockwise or counter-clockwise, depending on your brain function. It claims that if the dancer you are looking at is turning clockwise, you are using more of the right side of the brain. If it turns counter-clockwise, you are using more of the left side of your brain.
The truth is, when I first looked at it, I wish I would
know which way it's turning, because it kept turning both ways!! Later on, it switch its spinning direction around once every minute. And by the time now, it spins more to the right for me, making a dumb ass for being right-sided, which is totally not science minded. Maybe I should opt for a career change. Haha.. So, you tell me what you see.

This pic can't spin..click on it to be directed to the website..


LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

But then again, I figured that whether the dancer is
spinning clockwise or counter-clockwise, it all depends on the individual's perception. Whether you would determine your point of view is from above or below, even a one-direction spin can be clockwise or counter-clockwise. So, in conclusion, do not be rigid with your way of thoughts. I am, after all, still contented even if I'm right-sided brainy because I am always trying to look at the larger picture. Therefore, I can only assume that we are limited to the usage of one side of our brain at one time, although it can switch accordingly, depending on mood swings, the time of the day, your company, and the needs at the moment, etc. Otherwise, a person using both sides of their brain at the same time will either see a still dancer picture, or a dancer who has 3 legs, one standing, one spinning clockwise and the other spinning counter-clockwise. And rest assure that you wouldn't want that to happen. That, is really scary.

Digitalization of Books: A vision or an illusion?
Ever since the introduction of the digital world in our analog world, no one knew that this was going to be the next big thing. Something that would change our lives for real, and for good. The pioneers of the digital world had envisioned something even more ambitious than me running an election for the next election for the post of the President of the United States of America: The replacement of paperbacks and hardcovers by e-books, or in short, the digitalization of the book industry.

Now, now, I find it rather amusing because such
replacement would never happen, not in my lifetime yet, I guess. There are always pros and cons for both consumers and the industry, fairly simple. So, now, I am going to start with the pros and cons for the book industry first. Note that I had only quote a few points because I find that I can rant non-stop on this issue.

In the book industry, its major obstacles are the costs of shipping, printing and the weight of the book versus its pact information or storyline. With the introduction of something called e-book, these issues can be overcome because an e-book can travel around the world from a few minutes to a day, depending on your connection speed. There is no paper involved, so of course, the printing cost is abolished with a thumbs up for a greener environment (less trees chopped down). Plus, consumers would not complain about the weight of the book if it comes in the form of a CD or it could be converted in a handy PDF format which allow us to install on our mobile devices.

On the other hand, publishing an e-book will cost more in another sense, because one would generate less revenue from the sales. Piracy is so rampant and worse than us using the invention of Mr Xerox, simply because the latter would cost more. Piracy of e-books is so rampant that I myself admit that I am involved with this practice. Torrents are everywhere for e-books of the more famous books. If someone like me ever lays his hands on the digital version of this book, it would be passed down to at least 200 more people at no cost(If you exclude the downloading time and transferring time). And of course, the number is limited provided the 200 people would not pass the copy out of the community circle. Thus, the publisher would have to put up a higher price tag for each e-book they sell, maybe twice or thrice the value of the book in either its paperback or hardcover version. So, in order to go round this issue, they would perhaps need to create an online resource center which would require online subscription, available for a monthly subscription fee. But admit it, who is willing to pay for that extra monthly fee when a one-time payoff is much more worth it in a paperback version. Not many would do so, and it can be seen from such resource web pages around and not many could survive through popularity.
On the aspect of the consumer, the pros would involve some cons of the industry. That is the reality, as one would benefit out of the expense of the other. E-books would become so affordable when piracy is practised. This would be good, promoting techno-savviness among the younger generation. I myself find an e-book handy because I can print out selected pages for my PBL resources and a quick browse would be even much easier. Well, for those tech-savvy, you can put the PDF files in your mobile devices such as PDAs and read while on the move. A pdf version is always lighter than a 6-pounds book. Even for certain professionals like doctors, it would be handy to refer to the files in a PDA rather than carrying a big book in front of your patient! Plus, it looks cool too!

The downside? You can't highlight the text manually, with no human touch. Those side notes that you are always used to write and stick in on the book, is long gone. The fact that I have to stare at the screen straining my eyes if i have to study for long hours poring over countless information is not going to encourage me. Plus, unless you can afford a PDA or laptop which is more expensive than the book itself, e-books won't be mobile, because it would restrict you to computers only. You can't read a book leisurely in your dining room or TV hall. And what if you don't own a computer or have no internet access? Then it would be even more troublesome. The simple fact that the majority of us would not read on the move beats its very own benefit. That is because humans prefer to read at leisure while being relaxed, not while rushing to and fro work, of course. These problems was highlighted few years back when a friend of mine in the PDA field boasted on how he could read everything from the PDA and it would eliminate the usage of textbooks for me. Of course, I wouldn't take his words for it, because he himself had no interest in studying and his reading materials are merely Manga and English books merely suitable for a 10-year old kid.

So, my conclusion is that books and e-books would be nice if they go hand-in-hand. This would offer more choices for consumers and generate revenue of the book industry. I would just call them simbiosis. If you want a greener environment, just recycle your everyday paper. This would reduce the number of trees that we have to cut down to fulfill your zest of knowledge from books.

The Selfish Pursuit of Medicine


On a whole general perception, medicine is a field where only
the elites enter, and they are somewhat selfless, because they want to lend their hands towards the people who surrounds them, towards the people they could reach. The so-called 'passion of selflessness' was thought to be required, otherwise, the sacrifices one made would have deter them from the field. Although there are many exceptions to these, let's make it the point of today's topic as there has to be some altruism to it, some may think?


I myself would like to believe that I'm entering the medical

profession for many selfless reasons. So many that they would award me with tonnes of Nobel Prizes for it. And yet, I know I am just being delusional, for I would only help those who I can help, provided that they want to be helped. Lately, I seem to reflect on my life. Somewhat, I have been selfishly neglecting my friends and family. My parents do everything in their abilities to support me. They have their lives too. But they had rather take some time out of their busy schedules to be with me. And my secondary school friends are still being kind enough to get me out of my maze of books. I'm still glad that we are still friends, for I know that I can make friends easily, and I could lose them easily too. But then again, in order to grab hold of my goals, I’ve had to somehow selfishly focus on myself. It’s hard to make it through the grueling exams without focusing on what you need to get done. At least, that was what I had thought. The fact that I do not require to score as many good grades now had made me slow down. Thank god that somehow, I am slowly turning into a Type B personality.

It's been quite some time since my college friends are back
in KL for their breaks. No phone calls, no MSN, and I'm somewhat still gleeful. At least I had some peace in mind, without the need to entertain them. Besides, the additional 'schedule' in my life would keep me busy for the time being, without any complains. The "close ties" with my college friends are highly attributed towards the difference in our school of thoughts. What holds us together in the first place was our college itself, and my own "extremely usefulness". This had always been my view of life. The number of friends I have is directly proportional to my very own usefulness. Of course, the term "Out of sight, out of mind" applies once you are of no usefulness. But then again, there would be some exceptions. These, of course, would be proportional to the luck one have, for destiny plays a role in it. Even so, I can guarantee you that each and every soul on earth still feels lonely deep down inside. Even the best of friends could have the darkest thoughts against each other, and they are expressed to a certain extent, with the degree of variability differs between individuals. At least I can say that from my own wide-range of observations, which might not be entirely true, but with a score of 80% confidence level.

But as I had emphasize on myself, there is no need for
resentment. The life would be a better place to live if one helps another. I somewhat find joy in helping those in need, because it heals the heart and soul within. Of course, if one is expecting something in return, one would never be contented with their own aid. In the selfish pursuit of our own path of life, we had to forgo certain things. There is no need to regret, for choices have to be made. Success is measured in different ways, but the central path in the pursuit of happiness, in the end, is to satisfy the soul within. In fact, there's almost no right or wrong in this world. What we do are entirely based on our own beliefs and every single decision lies in our very own hands..

Politics: A Bunch of Bananas for the Monkeys?

Malaysia has always been a peaceful country so far,
compared to many developing countries. I am indeed thankful. The fact that I am going to serve almost my entire life here does not hamper me, for I know the idealism of people who had the thoughts of migration are no better. I had an aunt who worked as a stock broker in Singapore. She claimed that Singapore is not good enough for her, so she brought her family with her to New Zealand, rather tending on the cows and work in a coffee shop, or sometimes feeding on the unemployment benefits from the government. She boasted it as a good life. Is it really that good, if all these while she had been spendthrift in Singapore? Or perhaps, a lot of old folks came back to Malaysia after emigrating for years, from Canada, Australia, and even England? I have countless stories to share, but I'll just let it be here. However, the politics here is definitely commendable. I mean, the opposition. I am not really pro-government, but the opposition definitely amuse me every time. They bark for the sake of barking?

Malaysia has been infamous for its corrupted
system. I myself would not deny that I am not, but I am just stating the fact. But let's try picturing this: In US, there are lobbying efforts done to gain favoritism from the government and policy-makers. This is actually, what they call official corruption. In fact, lobbyists are present in all levels of government, in most countries especially the European Union and US, in order to differentiate themselves from being branded corrupted. As a matter of opinion, I just think that they are just high-class corrupted countries. Without corruption, there is no 'extra push' given to move the country.

Alright, let's look at another example in Malaysia. A young
man was caught speeding on a country road. He 'bribed' the officer to let him go and the police officer consented to it. I'm sure this would cause uproar among citizens of Malaysia as usual, while if they themselves are involved, they would be dying to pay the bribe rather than the summonses. This is seen as unethical conduct and opposed for the sake of morality and the so-called safety of the public. While this is true, is this the absolute judgment of what is right and wrong? On another perspective, let's look at the scenario again. The police officer is being underpaid for his work, and the government is too poor to pay them more. Even if the summonses are monetary contributions to the government, I doubt if the police officer will gain any extra income from there. So, this "bribery" acted as an extra income for them, and the traffic offender pay a lower fees for his offense. Plus, if you think the offender really paid less, think again. An offender receiving a summonses rarely settle it. I know of many youngsters keeping a stash of the tickets as their trophies of honor. So, what the police officer really did was to make sure that the offender paid for his offenses! And here's a disclaimer: I am not advising you readers to commit more traffic offenses, but I'm just trying to let you see from another perspective. In life, it is different from textbooks. There is no absolute right or wrong. All solutions always seem possible.

Moving on the main topic again. I still find that our
country's opposition party is still lacking. They point fingers and blame the government for everything, but it is also the opposition's job to give positive criticism to propel the government to move forward, and not instead, just trying to bring down the government's credibility by pointing fingers. The opposition could barely see through the problems in the government's administration. Perhaps, there is also a need to reform the opposition and not dominated by the old-timers and their spoiled children. Regarding to the post on Lim Kit Siang's blog querying the inability of the government to make any arrests on any senior police officers who are claimed to be corrupted. Since there are around 40% of them, any attempt to arrest all of them will cause a vacuum in the police organization and the there will definitely be a security threat due to lack of manpower. And what makes you think that there are definitely better replacements? This is indeed a tricky problem which if I could find the solution, I would be rising up the ranks in MCA perhaps. Let's look at another perspective again. These senior officers, apart from accepting 'bribes', are very able to handle other security matters very efficiently. Being capable and having so much experience, arrresting or firing them will lead to more problems and everything crumples.

And the post on the Bukit Gantang road carnage does

not help. Although Datuk Seri Chan Kong Choy was 'blamed' for pointing fingers at everyone but himself, the best thing to be done was to find a solution to all these problems, not by pointing the fingers at the government to take better care of the administration of the roads. Specific details and solutions would have to come up. General ideas like the one posted in the blog can be raised by a 12 year old kid in his UPSR exams. Then the blames can be put on both sides, the government and the opposition if we have to. But of course, a solution is needed, and research needed to be done. If the opposition is really that capable, they could form their own research team into this matter and present it to the government. This would bring better credibility to the opposition. But of course, the equally-as-selfish opposition would not do such time and money-wasting effort because "it is the government's job".


And the best part was, the post on how to emulate
the effort done by China. Being totally different, we would not be able to do such things. Plus, he has not made any research on the economic policy of China. The true cause and effect of China's economic policy and trend is not really as promising as it was thought. Cultural values, family ties and moral ethics had been left out in the development sense. The new generation of China's city folks had been so far mostly branded spoiled brats, indulging in expensive brands and had an exquisite taste for anything..expensive. Being a big country, it would not fall that easily (hopefully), but one have to foresee what that will happen through the course of time. So, we would not want to simply emulate any feat done by other countries without studying them beforehand.

The last comment was done on the Lim Kit Siang blog
as a whole. I would not say that it is a totally-waste-of-time blog, but rather some idea-generating blog for youngsters and oldsters (whatever you wanna call them) alike. The best part was the one complaining about how his car was being clamped for parking at unsuitable places. He did not blame himself, but instead, cause a furore on the rights on a certain company to clamp his car. Now, would this be so government-like as commented by the opposition? *Wink* In the end, it's just the pot calling the kettle black. So, no fret. Go on with life. Reformation has to be done in both parties, at least, that one day we would have an official opposition just like the one in UK, the Conservative Party against the Labour Party.

Of Human Origin

Benjamin Franklin's Kite experiment

This is the 2nd post on the same day, at a much
later time. I guess humans are sociable creatures. Interaction creates ideas, so staying indoor too long would not help much. Picture this: If Isaac Newton had not been sitting under an apple tree, he wouldn't discover the presence of gravity, and there wouldn't be any Universal Law of Gravitation, or perhaps, even Newton's 1st Law, 2nd Law and hence forth. To my amusement, I'd always trying to picture what would happen it was a durian tree. Would Newton STILL discover gravity, or would he end up in the hospital, with the inability to control his mental faculty? On the other hand, Benjamin Franklin's kite experiment to prove the conductivity of electricity can't be proven by staying indoor. After all these lengthy details, I would just like to emphasize to myself not to stay indoor too much. It kills off brain cells and creates an invisible barrier towards discovery.

If and only if Newton was under a durian tree...

I'd always tried to picture my ancestral origins. Where
were we from? What is my lineage, and my blood name. The fact that my Wong family is the only Wong family in the Hakka Clan makes things worse. Did we stray apart from our lineage? Were we aliens who were inept at assimilating that we mixed up the clans and surnames? My flesh looks real, and... never mind about what I said. I had a friend who had commented that I looked like someone from the Middle East!! Another one commented that I had the features of Northern China origin, or perhaps, even like Korean? Maybe that accounts for my distaste towards Korean guys, because I don't find them cute, I just find them..normal.. Haha.. All I could remember was that the Korean Tour guide I had during my trip to Korea commented that I do look like a Korean, plus the experience I had when I was there. There was a seller who was speaking Korean to me!! Maybe I could just blend right in if I'd know some Korean language. I don't mind, since Korean girls are kind of..acceptable. Just kidding. I'm still a Malaysian at heart, despite being a Chinese. Maybe I should attribute my features to my mum's 'mixing' techniques during my 8 months stay in her.
My origin? A monkey maybe?

In the end, after some fondling thoughts of
my own, I figured that it is of no importance. Why am I such a fool to try that hard? What is more important is to look forward as we stride ahead. History is a great teacher, but do not stay too long behind such that we do not advance. The excitement is always just in front of you. It is up to you to figure it out and to enjoy. Alas, the burden had been let go. And I am really looking forward as I leave my past who had been a great teacher all these while. I have learned a lot from it. Thank you for all these while. My second enlightenment had arrived somehow. It is time to create another piece of history, at least, of my own, if not for the world.

Food for Thought

Having watch Ratatouille on Friday, everything that comes
into mind is FOOD!! Romantic FOOD!! Another success run by Pixar, especially when you see some teary eyes from the folks in the cinema. I can name you some, but I'll guess I'll keep it to my own amusement. A film to watch for this summer, even if it's winter in the southern hemisphere at this time of the year.
The way to man's heart is through his stomach

Everyone loves food. In fact, there's a quote stated
that "The way to a man's heart is through his stomach." But to me, I think it applies to both genders, which means, everyone loves food! Everyone craves for a particular food for some time, at all time. Be it some Italian Pasta, French Pastry, American Fast Food, Chinese exquisite cuisine, Steaks and Grills, Japanese Sushi and Teppanyaki, Korean's Kimchi and BBQ delight, most people have a preference. Or it's just some cakes, some brownies, cookies, Swiss chocolates to some local delights such as Nasi Lemak. The appetising aroma which arouse the joy somewhere hidden in the penthouse in your body, namely the limbic system. I must admit though, food alone had not manage to seduce or tempt my appetite for a long while, although I wonder if it's normal. Maybe it's because I'd managed to 'muscle my way through the gag reflex that opens up a whole new range of possibilities.' (Quoted from Emile in Ratatouille while grabbing a bite at some garbage).

Since it's all about food, let me throw something at
you readers to ponder. Why is it that you crave for that particular food? Delicious? Is that really the answer? Imagine yourself having your favourite food for each meal everyday, making it at least 3 times a day. Go on for 3 months if you can last that long. I know that most of you would be elated at the thought of it, but the truth is, not many can last for more than 3 days, and the numbers decrease as days goes by. It could be that the mind is playing a trick on us, for we long for something that we could hardly get. Scarcity increases its value in today's market of supply and demand. Food that we could always get, we grew tired of it. Therefore, humans are creatures with unjustifiable needs and cravings, which propel them forward to an era of technology surpassing every other species on earth. And yes, humans are also the only creature on earth who would kill their kin not for the sake of survival. Wars are made, and the outstanding feud had never fail to end its cycle. My advice?
Make love, not war.

Back to our topic about food, have you ever seen
someone craving for staple food? You may call them nuts, but I still think that they are perfectly sane. They know what they want. They know what they can enjoy eating everyday without getting fed up with it. They just truly know..what's best for them! I can be a food's worst critic if I wanted to be, but that would not neccesitate me to crave for the best food, for it serves no ultimate goal. The same goes to girls. I may have what others call 'exquisite taste', ' eyes on the top of my head' (where hair grows usually), or some 'discerning eyes', the fact is I do not seek the best of all, just that I'm looking for the one best suits me. I'm kind of a practical person, so I guess I'll stick to the maxim "Love is not with someone you can't live without, but it is with someone you can live with." I am after all, a simple man, and something which may look trivial, like a fried egg, could make this heart of mine contented. =P